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Karroleth and
Kristalli { permission was given to use them }
I hope I can still turn this in ; v ; <333
We weren't really experiments, just observations, I guess.
She arrived in a small carrier, and automatically, I could see that her intentions were to get out, escape the house, and never return.
During the first week, there was no point in ever going near her. Even the human knew that, he's who taught me it. Whenever a new one came in, it was best to let them be for a while, then the 'process' could begin. I would stop by a few times, perched on the human's shoulder as he opened the carrier to give her food. It took a while, since she always tried to snap at him and dart from the object containing her as soon as he opened it. However, I never got a good look at her.
She didn't have a name at first, but she was the 11th one to have come in, which meant she got a 'K' name. The human always took some time when deciding on a name, I guess he liked to be unique. Sometimes this confused me, since he never kept them for long. Pitch Black was a unique trait, and apparently not many had it. I grew up seeing only those with it though, so I knew she must be one of them. The human was always a big fan of those like her, and he would get someone with the trait, one at a time, and just observe. Notes would be taken, and over time the process of 'bonding' was put into place.
It usually failed, that's why the rest are no longer here. I wasn't brought here for that reason though, I was just around to keep the human company. He wasn't a very interesting fellow, but it's not like the others brought in wanted to socialize.
During the second week, he had decided on a name for her. Kristalli. I had stopped by to inform her of this, but had gotten no response. She had just been curled up, tightly in the corner. I couldn't tell if she was shy, scared, or angry. Possibly all three. The reckless attempts at trying to escape still continued, and the human had gained a few bite marks over the past few days. I don't know why he kept up with it, it was obvious that she didn't enjoy his presence, but perhaps she'd enjoy mine.
At first, it was just a few simple introductions a day. I didn't want to scare her, but it had been the first time that another, like me, had entered his home. Usually, it was the more common breeds. The human had started up this project a couple years ago, curious as to if the Pitch Black trait was just a mess of appearance, or if it turned you into one of the nightmares. He was determined to win her over, and after a while, I think his determination rubbed off on me.
Her violent tendencies were a little scary, this I had to admit. Yet, as week three rolled by, they started to slow down. He was able to stick his hand in the carrier without her lashing out or anything. However, it's not like she gave a very positive reaction, either. It was like she had given up on things. The human said she liked the corner because it was small, and made her feel safe. I think it was just a reminder of the prison the carrier created around her.
With that in mind, I felt a desire to help her. So, when the human had left for the night, I opened the carrier.
It wasn't that hard, to be quite honest. She tried to ignore me at first, but I could tell that she must have been surprised by my actions. I didn't bother go into the carrier, and I didn't want to wait for her or anything. For some reason, I just wanted to make her happy, and if getting out of here was the answer, then so be it. The actions were a failure though, as she didn't bother leaving the carrier all night, and refused to do anything while I was around.
When the beginning of the fourth week rolled by, I managed to get a few glances from her. She tried to be subtle, but I was a bit more observant then she. She had still refused to leave the carrier when I would open it, but this night was different. I had taught her looking over at the window a few times, and though I didn't have the strength to open it, or the size, another plan had formed with some good thought. When the human had retreated from the room for the night, I opened the blinds.
Her expression was the most beautiful thing I had ever seen in my entire life.
I was surprised to see her head straight out of the carrier, right towards the blinds. Her pale blue eyes stared wonderingly up at the stars, and even though she was currently ignoring my presence, it didn't matter. I wasn't aware of how bright she was, always curled up in the back of her mini prison. I couldn't help but notice the pitch black, either.
The way it swirled like delicately painted ink down her face was breathtaking, and I could finally see why the human was so interested in those like her. She didn't look like a monster, or a nightmare, as most titled them. She just looked a little lost, and from that point, I was even more driven to show her the way.
It was easier, after that. Within the next few weeks, immense progress was made. As long as she was kind towards the human, he got rid of the carrier. She followed me around like a shadow most of the time, and which I didn't mind. I learned that she likes being alone, but hates being contained in things. I was always curious to know more about her, but she didn't have much to share.
Her favorite time of day was night, though. She would stare up at the stars for hours, and I would join her. When it would get cold, I was there, curled around her. Whenever a shooting star passed, she would wiggle excitedly as if her wish was already granted. These things made her happy, which pleased me. Yet, I knew they were not perfect. My company kept her content, but I knew she longed for more. I knew she wanted to get out of here, but, to be honest, I was scared.
I didn't want to let her go on her own, but I didn't want to leave the safety of the home either. I felt like a coward whenever I had to express this, and I knew it made her sad to see. So, I would just brush the subject off, and try to focus on more cheerful things.
After the eighth week, the human's research was completed, and a success. He also could tell that she didn't want to be contained in the spacious home, so before he went to bed, he opened the window.
The fresh air coming from it was a shock to me, and an even bigger shock to her. More hesitantly then I imagined, she climbed onto the windowsill, not bothering to move. It was obvious, after that point, that my shadow was spending her last night here. Her eyes were darkened by a sadness that twisted my stomach, and we spent a long time under the stars then, not wanting to say goodbye. The idea of her being away from me could never compare to anything, and the immense love I felt towards her was something words could never describe. We dreaded the moment morning started to approach, the thought of leaving each other was impossible.
My dear Kristalli. She was never a nightmare to me, only an angel, and I couldn't be more happy to look back on the moment when I decided to be her shadow instead, and follow her out of that window to a world I never dreamed of. It's a feeling that words, actions, and thoughts can't describe. The closest thing I can picture it as is the feeling of being released from something holding you back, and knowing all your wishes have been granted when the opportunity comes by to make more.